juz everything

soooo much has happened since the last time i been here..
currently, many problems
i wont name them and all cuz i dont think everyone wants their business up here
but all i can say is that
my love is hurt deeply n im tryna help
and my own heart is hurting from different things
my best friend has been depressed lately...
it really suxx
and some other good friends have also been down
i juz wanna help everyone
but now its juz so hard

i can say this though,
last week my mom and i had a long argument but it led to something good
me and her used to b sooooooo far apart but now we're actually ok wit each other.
i guess thts gud for me now cuz she lettin me get away wit sum stuff =P

everything is juz outta control tho
we'll see how things turn out...

damn it all

dammit. everything is just falling apart like seriously..
remember that necklace i suprised nicole wit?
she liked it n wore it for like a week or 2 but she dont wear it no more =[
idk y..
my parents are becoming way more strict
and i cant go out much
this really fucking sucks
i just wanna giv up but theres 2 reasons im pulling thru.
first reason is my friends and my second reason,
the reason i've pulled thru everything so far,
is nicole. i cant explain it.
i juz dont wanna upset her so i try my best not 2.
it gets hard...
EVERYTHING is hard right now....
k well, i gotta do sumthin so peace.

steph<3

spring break

man that was a long break or so it felt like it.
i missed nicole soo much.
i have a suprise planned for her on monday =]
i bought her a necklace and im gonna suprise her on monday.
im putting it in her locker [since i know her combination lol]
i hope she likes it =]

steph<3

so mnuch happened

sooo much has happened in the past week. like yesterday was mad fun. i went out with some people to go to a buffet with agnes. MAN i missed that chick! lol. so yeah that was mad fun and i went to a sleep over last night and we were being RIDICULOUS haha.

it'll take me forever to find someone. i reallyyy just wish i could find that one person already so i could stop worrying....

steph<3

ugh tired

omg im so tired... im on the fone right now.
yeah and i forgot to study for bio.. =[
i feel like crawling in my bed and going to sleep lol

tec class again

im in tec again. we're supposed to be taking a review test for powerpoint.
i hate sims so much.
we have no paper.
our school is so stupid
its so poor and cheap
we cant even buy fucking paper.
like what the fuck!!
im getting kinda really pissed at this.

oh yeah and i have glasses.
its kinda weird. idk

im so tired too...
ok i finished this review shit.
now i gotta fucking find sources for english....
i'll come back later i think.

steph<3

today

today i wont be able to log on because i will be at a friends house to study for a spanish project. this project is annoying but its gotten me and my friends to hang out. and my ipod is acting retarted right now. itunes wont eject it and idk why. well i gtg.
im lyk late lol. bye.

steph<3

intersting day

whew school was interesting!
Lunch and Co curricular were FUN!
got to hang out with most my friends.
was with one group one minute with another group the next lol. that was definitely one of the best co curricular's in a while.

even being in the hallway was fun for me ;)
kasi eh, ako at sya, si mahal ko, laging kasama kami =]
heh yea always =]
[if you want the translation email or message me on myspace]

oh yeah here's some shout outs
I LOVE MY NU NU!! <33
and
i love my sucia! <3

hehe those 2 are my best friends but theres one person who's more important to me than those two put together and i love her vry much =]

i love you nicole! <3<3<3

hehe those three are awesome =]

ok i wanna read so i'll come back here later

steph<3

tec class

im in tec right now. i really hate this class. lol but who doesnt?
well i dont hate the CLASS, i just hate my teacher. ugh i hate sims oh so very much.
anyways schools been interesting so far this morning.

i wanna stay after school to hang out with nicole though, i hope she can stay after.
well if she cant stay after i'll just go to the library and do my research homework.
this research paper is gonna get on my nerves. i just know it.

and i didnt do my reading homework. i hope i dont have a quiz in english. because if we do, im SCREWED! lol.

ew i hate presentations. we're doing presentations right now in tec. i dont even know what all this has to do with learning all about computers. i mean, we ALL know about microsoft. why do we have to LEARN it. it doesnt make sense. but whatever its kinda an easy A for me so whatever i wont complain.

oh yeah that girl im flirting with, she's kinda nervous about hooking up. im not sure why but shes really nervous bout it. so yeah im not gonna pressure her into it. lol but i wish she wasnt so shy about that. oh well i can wait. =]

ok this class is boring me so im gonna read my book.

PS-gusto ako mga comments sa myspace ha! lol. at mga tao bumabasa n'to, sabihin mo sa'kin kasi gusto ko malaman.
(for translation ask me. im only speaking in tagalog for practice. soon you may see spanish up here lol)

steph<3

homework... aaahhh

well i just got home from school and i tried logging onto blogger and im like omg i forgot my password AND my username LOL. so it took me a while to get back in but i found my way =]

i have a ton of homework to do and i have chores to do. i cant do the reading part of my english homework because i didnt wanna bring my huge book home lol.

oh yeah and that thing that was gonna happen between the person i like and me, yeah nothing happened today. it kinda sucks but whatever. its only because that person is kinda protective but im ok with it. im understanding like that lol.

oh yeah and if any of you myspacers are reading this, can you please comment me or give me some pic comments?? lolz i love comments =]

yeah you guys can tell im procrastinating. i really dont wanna do my homework.

oh yeah today was kinda boring but comfy. co was fun. well comfy fun lol. i was so comfy i could have fallen asleep right there =]

does someone wanna do my definitions for me? lol i really dont feel like doing them.

ohhhh yeaaahh i like this person but the person doesnt like me back. but my friend is gonna see if he can get that person to hook up with me. i was like "yey" lol =]
made me happy hehe.

well yeah i should get started on my homework.
thats it for today

steph<3

rushing

its 6:45 in the morning.
im getting ready for school lol. im happy actually.
because i've been missing someone all weekend =]
i get to see her again yeyy!!
i hope she can stay after school to hang out again. she hasnt for like 2 weeks =[

oh i wonder if it'll happen today.
i've been flirting with a friend and we basically said we could hook up with each other as long as no one sees. i dont know if that means today, but if it does then this should be interesting ;)

so yeah i still need to put my shoes and find my ID and shit lol
i'll come back here later.

PEACE
steph<3

Procrastinating

It's sunday morning. i should really be getting ready for church right now but i saw my ateh's blog and decided i wanted to create one myself.
Im not sure if i could keep up with this. i think i've tried having a blog before but i go ttooo lazy to keep up with it.
If i do keep up with it, you'll see a lot of drama in here lol.
well maybe not drama but you'll notice that my life is a roller coaster.
i think i'll post another entry later on after church. oh wait no, tomorrow na lang. =]
oh yeah and warning: my entry's might be hard to fully understand for those who do not understand tagalog because i will most likely be writing in tag-lish. lolz.
just email me if you want translations.

kay thats enough for now
steph<3