juz everything

soooo much has happened since the last time i been here..
currently, many problems
i wont name them and all cuz i dont think everyone wants their business up here
but all i can say is that
my love is hurt deeply n im tryna help
and my own heart is hurting from different things
my best friend has been depressed lately...
it really suxx
and some other good friends have also been down
i juz wanna help everyone
but now its juz so hard

i can say this though,
last week my mom and i had a long argument but it led to something good
me and her used to b sooooooo far apart but now we're actually ok wit each other.
i guess thts gud for me now cuz she lettin me get away wit sum stuff =P

everything is juz outta control tho
we'll see how things turn out...

damn it all

dammit. everything is just falling apart like seriously..
remember that necklace i suprised nicole wit?
she liked it n wore it for like a week or 2 but she dont wear it no more =[
idk y..
my parents are becoming way more strict
and i cant go out much
this really fucking sucks
i just wanna giv up but theres 2 reasons im pulling thru.
first reason is my friends and my second reason,
the reason i've pulled thru everything so far,
is nicole. i cant explain it.
i juz dont wanna upset her so i try my best not 2.
it gets hard...
EVERYTHING is hard right now....
k well, i gotta do sumthin so peace.

steph<3